Not quite back, but getting there.

We got back from the funeral late on Tuesday night, and I spent Wednesday mostly in bed trying to stop being so exhausted.  It was a nice funeral - I think she would have been pleased - and strangely enough it did help.  I felt more resolved after it, as if something had come to an end.  So emotionally I'm no longer bawling all over the place, even if I am still tired and stupid and clumsy.  I had a day off yesterday, thinking it would help me to gather some energy, but it didn't really.  However, today I did start NaNo, even if I didn't manage to hit the daily word count, let alone make up some of the lost days.  I'm just glad that at least I still have the words.